bandage

i found out that im getting fatter!! i gained 3kgs .*#$%???????

drooling over..

shoes and baba are currently having my attention right now...

sunday, November the 29th

i feel so random.

morning lullaby

wearing:denim biker jacket, vintage sailor skirt, grey-ish-layer-collared blouse,random boutique shoes.

photos taken at 7 o clock in the morning and sun seems to be placed in different location with the usual one because it's in the east while usually i got photos taken when the sun is already up and going to set down.
i have lost the passion to blog recently, and with my sister's busy-ness (she is the one who take pictures of me), i dont have the chance to blog often.(note:im sorry because i dont like self timer settings)

oh and by the way since it's november already, i smell christmas nearby. yaaaaayyyyyy!!!!


PS: ignore the bang, i know it's the time to go to the hair dresser but i guess i will have my own bang-trimming in short days.long bang has no good for me.kinda dark or something you can name it.

weekdays and end

The weather is so damn hot recently, i have to flip my hair up cause i'm no ready to have sweats on my hair yet. you wont imagine,it is so ready to boil me in instant!

a thing to be purchased

NEW SHOES.

i should stop thinking about shoes.
forgive my lack of attention that makes me rarely blog. i just feel busy, at the moment

random Facts

source: lelove

Thinking of Facts are sometimes hurtful.
i see it some on my past, some facts ran into my consciousness and remind me of some truth-hurtful facts.
i have been in a condition of saying "i have to die but i can't". It placed me in a feeling of being a trash, abandoned after had been fully-used.
It was a condition where i cannot sleep in one whole week and refused to be considered as alive.i counted my life day by day.
A condition of "do not let anybody knows, interferes or even know how i feel".
A condition of "smile makes everyone better, so you better fake some laughters or you may fail"
A principle that can be counted as "being far of society is better cause i wont bother anyone".
i should Thank God i have been graduated from school. so that none of my friend can see me being blurred out.

And Now,i think i thank God that he made me to have my 21st birthday, still alive.

PS: to YOU, just please do not make it happen again cause i may fall deeper.

Bird-day

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ME!

raddish

Today i went to church twice. busy day i guess.
wearing black lace top - yellow dotted tutu skirt - yellow gojane.com shoes -red vintage blazer

fell in love

oh i feel LOVE ....

Hibernation

i mean for real, i need sleep. i have been having insomnia since my junior high and it's killing me.
i can only have 4 hrs sleeping session everyday for max and then when i wake up in the middle of the night, i should have something to make me sleepy.

these 3 nights seem to be the nights where i can only sleep 2 hours and spent the rest of the night by doing nothing. i guess these 3 nights were the nights where i was thinking about my violin play in blowfish on saturday (yesterday for precise). i got way too nervous!! however, i guess i ended it smooth.
thanks to erm..vicky and Lita :))

o yea, i bought 2 pairs of shoes last week and i kind of love it. this is one of my newest pair and i guess i'll upload the other one on the next post. plus, i love my rings though they aren't new.

wore green shirt, mom's scarf, harem pants, nine west's black platform shoes.

voudrais.

source: Le Love

i just have to believe that a person with this "sweet talk" does exist.

Post-Vacay.

cannot resist